November 9, 2009

Reasons A Dream (Acoustic) - Alora

RufioBeats groupppp, Alora; straight from Sac. Shameless plug.

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November 8, 2009
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Scrunchies & Headbands, After Party, The Ignant

Randall’s iPod slapped these old-schoolers @ the PIC BBQ at Elk Grove park yesterday.

Speaking of which, thanks for everyone who came through, seriously. LCHS + UCD = fun stuffff. Kinda surprised at first to see Machi, Cello, Leon, NickNassst, Jowie, & Jovin to pull thru, ya gooks. Lmao. But thanks (: Good ish kickin’ it for Danny Dee Daniel’s birthday afterwards, too. Once every blue moon do I ever witness times like this.

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I’ve been craving Krispy Kreme doughnuts all day.

I’ve been craving Krispy Kreme doughnuts all day.

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[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

“Let’s Love” - Crown City Rockers

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Really, really praying I will have my debut next year. Partly because every female cousin has had one, every year consecutively (except 2009 because no one turned 18 this year), and they all turned out really nice, even if it was planned out spontaneously. I love to make big dreams happen.. hopefully this debut will be one of them. I still have my notebook filled with colors, invitations/programs from every single debut I’ve attended, cut-outs of pictures of dresses, decorations, cakes, location ideas, etc. It excites me to even look at these, but lately I have been avoiding the subject because I’m afraid we’ll be low of funds. BUT… God does work miracles and I really do hope that this pulls through next year (:

Really, really praying I will have my debut next year. Partly because every female cousin has had one, every year consecutively (except 2009 because no one turned 18 this year), and they all turned out really nice, even if it was planned out spontaneously.

I love to make big dreams happen.. hopefully this debut will be one of them. I still have my notebook filled with colors, invitations/programs from every single debut I’ve attended, cut-outs of pictures of dresses, decorations, cakes, location ideas, etc. It excites me to even look at these, but lately I have been avoiding the subject because I’m afraid we’ll be low of funds. BUT… God does work miracles and I really do hope that this pulls through next year (:

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November 7, 2009
Sugar Honey

To sweet for your own good

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"I know the feelin’, when you feelin’ like a villain,
You be havin good thoughts but the evils be revealin’
and the stresses of life can take you off the right path
Jealousy and envy tends to infiltrate your staff
We gotta hold it down so we can move on past
all adversities, so we can get through fast, like that"
I swallowed my pride and let that nonsense ride
Because I’m positive it seems that negative dies
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anhimal paralyzed by everyone’s idea of what I should be.

anhimal

paralyzed by everyone’s idea of what I should be.

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November 6, 2009
expressioniskey he makes me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of july

expressioniskey

he makes me melt like a popsicle on the 4th of july

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Fun fact

Speaking of SBeezy… last year, I read every single one of his replies and posts on the car forum he was active in. Apex or whatever… haha. I’m crazy, so what. That’s how bad I miss him. No more tears, just good freakin’ memories, that’s it. Honestly, he made me so happy. As a matter of fact, I’m smiling thinking of him right now. :)

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I miss this crazy guy… Hands down. And any time I ever even THINK of another guy, I compare them to him. He raised the bar; set my standards. So far, no one has even owned up to HALF of what Steven was capable of.

I miss this crazy guy… Hands down.

And any time I ever even THINK of another guy, I compare them to him. He raised the bar; set my standards. So far, no one has even owned up to HALF of what Steven was capable of.

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November 5, 2009
Apparently people talk about me at school. Oh, how I love the sweet sweet sound of gossip, especially when it’s about me. It assures me that I’m doing something right.

Apparently people talk about me at school. Oh, how I love the sweet sweet sound of gossip, especially when it’s about me. It assures me that I’m doing something right.

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So, lately I’ve been having the most odd dreams when I take naps. Yesterday and today was just the same. It wasn’t good at all. Yesterday’s dream, I dreamt of an old friend that I really do miss, but barely ever talk to anymore. A friend I know that is still around and still exists. There are times I still contact them, but I don’t really receive anything back.. which is understandable, because after high school, people tend to go their separate ways. Well, I dreamed that we had the opportunity to catch up with each other and have fun, the same kind of fun we always have when we’re together. This person makes me happy. In the end, it was all good. I really wish it was real. That would have been perfect. They truly did mark history in my book. Today’s dream, was like what is going on in reality for me, but in a different form. It was so weird, and I woke up pissed. Only because I wished that the solution could come up exactly like that in reality for me. I’m kind of stuck… I don’t feel the desire to trigger anything that is unnecessary. This dream hurt me, and I said things that I would say in reality that would possibly hurt someone too, someone so close and dear to me. Like family. I also left some things behind, which I wouldn’t know would either benefit or hurt me… -__- In this dream, I cried a lot. I let everything out, all my heart into my words, the things that have been on my chest for a while now. But if I were to do the same thing in reality, I think things would have been more messed up then if it were to happen in my dreams. That’s why I keep my mouth shut. I don’t want to regret anything. This dream makes me sad, still. And as I sit here, writing about it, I continue to wonder if it were to happen right now.. I don’t know what I would do. :( If only.

So, lately I’ve been having the most odd dreams when I take naps. Yesterday and today was just the same. It wasn’t good at all.

Yesterday’s dream, I dreamt of an old friend that I really do miss, but barely ever talk to anymore. A friend I know that is still around and still exists. There are times I still contact them, but I don’t really receive anything back.. which is understandable, because after high school, people tend to go their separate ways. Well, I dreamed that we had the opportunity to catch up with each other and have fun, the same kind of fun we always have when we’re together. This person makes me happy. In the end, it was all good. I really wish it was real. That would have been perfect. They truly did mark history in my book.

Today’s dream, was like what is going on in reality for me, but in a different form. It was so weird, and I woke up pissed. Only because I wished that the solution could come up exactly like that in reality for me. I’m kind of stuck… I don’t feel the desire to trigger anything that is unnecessary. This dream hurt me, and I said things that I would say in reality that would possibly hurt someone too, someone so close and dear to me. Like family. I also left some things behind, which I wouldn’t know would either benefit or hurt me… -__- In this dream, I cried a lot. I let everything out, all my heart into my words, the things that have been on my chest for a while now. But if I were to do the same thing in reality, I think things would have been more messed up then if it were to happen in my dreams. That’s why I keep my mouth shut. I don’t want to regret anything. This dream makes me sad, still. And as I sit here, writing about it, I continue to wonder if it were to happen right now.. I don’t know what I would do. :( If only.

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November 3, 2009

I-Foundation intro

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