Being alone brings independence and self sufficiency. But emptiness, too.

At times, I really wonder how I got to where I am today. How did I get to this place? A place unknown, full of darkness and pain. Missing my loved ones, especially my mom. My weaknesses are revealed. It’s hard to look forward when I planned for a brighter future. God’s plan is always greater. All that I once held dear, I count it all as loss. My life will never be the same.

The only hope I hold on to is in my Savior, Jesus Christ. Every single person living will disappoint me.

Lord, please be my strength because I don’t have any more.