I face those times when I trust that God put us here to benefit ourselves in the long run, but other times I just straight up ask Him, “why?”

My childhood was so great.. and yes, we were a joyful family. Not near perfect, not close. But we knew each other really well, and that’s one thing I would not trade for anything.

I miss her, and if any of you have lost a mother figure, then you know exactly how much pain we have to endure to finally reach the top…